Showing posts with label depression. Show all posts
Showing posts with label depression. Show all posts

Friday, May 21, 2010


I am missing the sound of your laughter inside my heart, missing you the time you continue our conversations with a song, and you dedicate that song to me, missing how you cares for me. I miss the sweetness of your words, your voice that makes me shiver, your kiss that makes my life complete.
I never thought it would end like this.

All these times since you left, i cried alone thinking maybe i should call you just to see if you're home and safe. I always wanted to tell you if you were mine you're the only one, I'll be your everything, I would tell everyone that your the only one that I could ever want, everything i dreamed about everything I talked about is about you, I wanna get closer to you.
Now my life must go on and time to grow and move on, after all this I need to find my strength and continue life. But all my promises will always be there waiting for you. Things will change but my love for you will be remain, as i always telling you, i will prefer to be single forever, if i haven't seen anyone like you. I'll wait for you to be free again, until that time comes i will promise to you, nothing will change on how much i love you. Though I can't blame you, why this happened, since i met and know you, i know that you were committed, love just happened, and i don't know why..you're the one person in my life i treasured most.
Now, the only thing i can do is to play those memories from you, sharing thoughts and views. SHARK I'll be fine. I'll wait for you. How i wish someday we will be together, sharing dreams and plans.

Please stay who you are. I LOVE YOU....


-emman

Monday, April 5, 2010

Deppressions It is!!


I felt that i can't maintain myself for who i am now, and i wish that im not like this, i dont know what is wrong and how stupid my life is. I want to change my life forever. I dont know why im encountering a problem like this. It really sucks. I dont want anymore like this! Im really tired. Wahh! im only 24 and im so exhausted!! life is just so meaningful if you know how to live it, i dont know whats happening with me,!life is a matter of choices, it is us to decide on which path we must take..it is us to know who we are.

"But one thing we make sure that, Never use your failure yesterday as an excuse for not trying again today, we may not be able to undo the damages or reserve the consequences, but we can always make a new start."